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Summary: There is nothing wrong in waiting, there is nothing wrong in trying, and there is nothing wrong in leaving, even though it is tiring.
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Is it wrong to be alone?
Is it wrong to be lonely?
Why does everybody always complain for being single?
Why does everybody always worry for being single?
She’s tired hearing everybody complains about her status
She’s getting bored to hear everybody offer her someone
Everybody asks her to get a man just to make sure she won’t feel blue
Everybody asks her to get a man just to make sure she will be happy
What would her do if she hasn’t found someone who makes she feels comfort yet?
What would her do if she hasn’t found someone who makes she feels happy yet?
What would her do if she hasn’t found someone who makes she feels safe yet?
What would her do if she hasn’t found someone who makes she feels being herself yet?
She’s not an airport where people can freely come and go
She’s not a kite which people can fly it high or fly it low
She’s not a bubble gum which people throw away after the sweetness is gone
She’s not an umbrella which people need only when it’s raining
Someone comes to make her feels comfortable at his pleasure
Someone comes to make her feels happy for his kindness and care
Someone comes to make her feels safe in his arms and words
Someone comes to make her feels like she’s the happiest girl in the world
He makes her like she’s the happiest girl in the world
He makes her like she’s so grateful to meet the best man ever
But,
She cannot keep her feeling for him
She cannot stand being around him
He deserves someone who always accompany him wherever he goes
He deserves someone who always be there for him whenever he needs
He deserves someone who always give him anything whatever he wishes
He deserves someone who has a same class with him
Why is this always happen to her?
Would she meet the man like him for the second time?
Should she move on?
Is this the best way to end the beautiful story of her life?
Remembering him is like giving a salt in your wound
Loving him is like flying in the clear blue sky
Missing him is like waiting for a long holiday
Forgetting him is like trying to find a needle in a pile of straw
Moving on is impossible for her
Moving on is harder than anyone knows
But…
She has to do it just to make sure he wouldn’t come to her life deeper
She has to be strong to make sure she will live a happy life
Well…
It is the better way to start her brighter future
It is the better way to end her comfort zone being a teen
Someday she will find a man who is match for her
Someday she will find a man whom she can be herself with
There is nothing wrong in waiting
There is nothing wrong in trying
There is nothing wrong in leaving
Even though it is tiring
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Thank you to Vera Citra Utami for proofreading the sickening poem. Maulia Sefriani, Ananda Fitriana Rizky, and Nadira Natasya: for reading, correcting my grammar and being the best supporters.
Also you, to spend your precious time for reading the poem.
References:
Poem:
A Rocket to The Moon’s album “Wild and Free”
A beautiful lyric by Nick Santino – Somebody Out there
Red – Taylor Swift
Dramatization:
Depapepe’s music
Word Count: 508words.
Link for dramatization: https://soundcloud.com/undiraputri/the-happy-loner-a-poem